The weight of it all, it feels so heavy,

The pain of it all, I feel so empty,

Circling round, just to find a day,

Thinking aloud, I’ll never be okay,

The damage is done, I’ve all but died,

Internally I ache, smiling-

A great disguise, 

Everyday is a nightmare, no matter the scale,

Thrown into oblivion where nothing shall prevail,

Crawling around, to find the escape,

Please oh please, help me with this fate,

But forever I hold, What’s already done,

Will I grow old, or die really young,

Nobody knows the pain deep inside, 

Holding it in for the rest of our lives,

This story is not happy,

It won’t’ be on TV,

This story is not happy,

But, it’s what has happened to me,